Saturday, July 10, 2010, @ 8:44 PM
53 KG +0.5 KG = 53.5 KG. Not. Good.
I'm so pissed of at myself right now.
I just gained weight today, and yet I still let myself eat snacks this late. Where's my self control?
Anyway, to those who haven't understood, I'm a little bit paranoid about my weight (I admit). But to be honest I think I've done a good job, dropping from 62 kg to 53 kg.
People already say that my current weight is already enough and I don't need to drop another pound or two, but of course, why would I listen to them? LOL. My target is 49, only 4kg more to go. The reason I'm targeting it so low is so when the holidays come and I gained my weight, it wouldn't cause me to panic too much cause if I'm 49 and I gained 2 kg for eating badly, then my weight'll still be proportioned, that is 51 kg. See?
But of course right now I need to get my determination back.
I hear there's another holiday on August, I'm gonna use it to drop even more of my weight. My target is to loose 2 kg. So.. if by school time I gained till' 54 *don't let it happen, oh please don't let it happen*, I want my weight to be 52 kg. Pretty ideal, considering that I'm 162 cm tall.
All I gotta do to make this work is to watch what I eat. No more snacks, no more sweets, no more white bread and carbs. I gotta work out more.
Hope the results will be worth it.
XOXO,
